New York Desiel - The ramblings of a melted mind.

My name is TJ.

I was born in 1994, and I love a lot of different things.

I also dislike a lot of things.



About Me
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  1. minimalyzed:

    replacing my heart with another liver so i can drink more and care less

  2. We went to a cafe for lunch today and this old woman sitting by us said the best thing when she left. She looked at us and went “don’t be good, it’s boring,”. Brilliant.

  3. Do not stand at my grave and weep;
    I am not there.
    I do not sleep.
    I am a thousand winds that blow.
    I am the diamond glints on the snow…
    I am the sunlight on ripened grain.
    I am the gentle autumn rain…
    When you awaken in the morning hush,
    I am the swift uplifting rush of quiet birds in circled flight…
    I am the soft stars that shine at night,
    Do not stand at my grave and cry;
    I am not there I did not die.


    The best poem I’ve read on a sympathy card.

  4. "It takes ten times as long to put yourself back together as it does to fall apart."
    — Suzanne Collins (via psych-facts)
  5. My mum always used to tell me when I watched zombie films a long time ago

    "It’s not the dead ones you have to worry about, it’s the alive ones"

  6. "The feelings that hurt most, the emotions that sting most, are those that are absurd - The longing for impossible things, precisely because they are impossible; nostalgia for what never was; the desire for what could have been; regret over not being someone else; dissatisfaction with the world’s existence. All these half-tones of the soul’s consciousness create in us a painful landscape, an eternal sunset of what we are."
    — Fernando Pessoa (via psych-facts)
  7. I don’t understand why I’m expected to be good at this.

  8. "We are attracted to beautiful things. But when I say beautiful I do not mean flawless skin and glossed up lips; beautiful to me is a feeling you can’t help but feel vibrate through your whole body. It’s watching sunsets and listening to the sound of crashing waves; it’s irrepressible laughter in awkward situations. It’s lazy Sunday afternoons and the scent of your loved ones lingering in the air."
    — (via c0ntemplations)
  9. "There is nothing either good or bad, but thinking makes it so."
    — Shakespeare, Hamlet (via psych-facts)
  10. oh fuck

  11. This is literally just insulting.

  12. "You’ll never love yourself half as much as I love you, And you’ll never treat yourself right darlin’, but I want you to, If I let you know, I’m here for you, Maybe you’ll love yourself like I love you."
    — Niall Horan, Little Things (via psych-facts)
  13. Well that’s that then, from relationship to pen palls. What a fucking drop.

  14. I am so bored of this. I don’t understand why this is so difficult.

  15. I really can’t deal with this constant fear.